Feb. 23rd, 2009

Stupidity

Feb. 23rd, 2009 02:11 pm
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I can't believe it.

For the first time in my three years of owning this mobile phone, I accidently set its alarm to PM instead of AM.

I woke up ten minutes after I was supposed to start work.

I really liked that little job. I want to cry but I can't. I hate myself for being such a stupid idiot who constantly fucks things up. I don't want this.

._.

Feb. 23rd, 2009 10:09 pm
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The juicy minor chords of hide's guitar in "Blue Blood" make me feel slightly less like wanting to breathe underwater -_-

Thanks to all who offered condolences in my last post, I'm sure as hell not getting them at home. *has gotten used to being ignored by her father during tearfests, anxious moments, suicide attempts, etc* The boss-type lady hasn't called or sent an e-mail. We were told that we'd be immedeatly removed from the list if we failed to show up for a class, so I'm not sure what's happening. I was supposed to go in for a couple of hours tomorrow. I feel like I'm in limbo here. I suppose I should be evil and get Dad to ring her up first thing tomorrow and say that I passed out or something and then get a medical certificate. I don't know. I've just been brooding in front of my monitor for the past 8+ hours. I don't even feel like drinking.

Good Lord, that was a lot of I's. Huzzah for egocentrism.

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